88/365: Anxiety

My anxiety levels are off the charts. All because of a stupid midterm that is tomorrow. This is week 11. Seriously? A midterm? Week 11 of 16. That is not a MIDterm. I've not been one to stress out about midterms, but this one has me.

I know that it is because the professor gave very vague instructions and I don't feel very confident in my study techniques. However, knowing that doesn't change the level of my anxiety.

I have tried everything. I've prayed about it. I've positive self-talked. I've taken motion sickness pills because I've heard that they relax you. Well, they did not relax me. They did make me very sleepy when I went to library later to study.

I have told myself that it is only a midterm and that even if I fail the midterm, I can still pass the class. I have told myself that even if I get a C in the class I will still be alright. Nothing is working. Guess I'll just have to wait for this midterm to be over and hope that is what's triggering this crazy anxiety.